you da oneee that i dream about all daay, you da one that i think about alwaays, you da one so i make sure i behaave, my love is your love, your love is minee.

hehe that song always makes me think of her, since the begining when she sent me the lyrics to it and i was like :’)iloveyou bahahha

it’s been brought to my attention that i haven’t been tumbliiin in a pretty long time. i’m pretty sure the last time i really did was before prom, so this is a little “catch-up” and loveycute post for all my followers that actually pay attention to my posts and obviously for my beautifull girl, just a little reminder that i love her.♥

i’m going to start with prom. only one word can explain that night and the rest of the weekend as a whole; perfectt. the day of prom was a friday, which it always is.. don’t understand why. but whatever. so we have school, only a half day but we can’t leave until 11, or it’s this big ordeal. well for all promgoers that are girls, you know it takes a long time to get ready. well mom made a huge deal and went to school and picked me up at 1030 so she could start me, she had like 3 other girls’ hair to do. but we all got done, i did my make up, my besttfriend’s and baby’s! i was so nervous and freaking out because i wanted to feel beautiful, and look beautiful for baby, take her breath away.  i feel likke that was accomplished, i felt like a barbie dolll! and she didd the same to me in return. she wore a tux, and when walked out i was like in awe. she’s so beautifull!  things didn’t work out with the party bus, so we ended up taking a 2013 white camaro. it was fucking sexy as shit, so purrff. we danced all night, and everything was just so much more than i could’ve even expected. then we went to the afterprom party thing at our school, she won a minifridge(even though she already has one) and i won a stupid bag with stuff in it.. i ended up switching for a kindle that i reallly really wanted!  THEN after that got over at like 3, we drove back and dropped off the sexyy camaro, got her car and went up to her daddy’s marina. we spent the whole weekend on a boat! the boat was so cute, and it was just us, so it was really special. we could do what we wanted, when we wanted to do it. that sunday we went to her little brother and sister’s first communion, which was like a big thing! i met her dad’s and julie’s family and stuff. jake and mya seemed really excited that we were there. they’re so cute. they both kept looking back and waving and smiling and stuff. i feel like that weekend was a little snippet of what things would be like if we were living togetherr, that makes me so excited for the future.

hmm, lets seee… well our five months was like two weeks ago. we weren’t really able to do anything, it was a school night and my mom’s husband is a nazi.. but i did suprise her! i’m not good at doing that because i get all excited about it and want to tell someone, but she’s the only one i tell things to so usually it’s just not very surprising. but this time i had mom hold my phone and i got her a milkshake and flowers heheheheh it was cute and she was actually surprisedd! next is our 6 months(obzz) a whole half of a yearr! it feels like it’s been so much longer based on the depth of the connection we have with one another, but then we look at it and we’re like that’s it? fo’realll? i dunnooos

i can’t wait for our future. she is my everythng. words can’t even begin to describe how much she means to me. she is without a doubt my whole entire universe. i never knew i could feel this way, this much.  i love the way she looks at me, the way we both open up to eachother. she is the only person that can pull me out of whatever i’m in, with the slightest of gestures, a touch, a look, a hug or kiss. it’s so crazy the way i feel for this girl. she is my bestfriend  i have ever had, and the most fantastic lover as well. we have such a cute relationship. we are such sillyheads together, and the people that see us together can just see how much we both light up. my mom says it all the time, the love radiates. a lot of people realize, and envy what we have. people can try to come between us, but no matter what my feelings will remain. i’m in love, so in love. i want to spend the rest of eternity with this girl. things may not always be easy, but love willl always triumph everything else. i love you to the moon and back baby. i hope you never forget that. 

welll since i’ve been typing this for a long time, and i gotta beautiful girl to be tending to on the couch, i’m going to go spend time with her and stop just typiing about her! i’m sorry for the lack of posts guys, i promise i’lll do it more oftennn!

hope everyone’s having a ggood nightttttt!(:

xoxoxoxoox;

     this girllllllll♥;*